Burn down the disco.

It's been awhile, hasn't it? You might've though, "she probably died," but then you would be wrong! I haven't died yet, nor will I ever. (I decided that the other day.) I was thinking to myself, "self, you haven't blogged in quite a long time, you should get back to that. You don't have to be consistent with the topics, you can write about whatever you want!" And that last sentence is what gave me the confidence to continue blogging.

I bought a new nose ring yesterday.

it's pink.

Today was picture day, and I had two outfits in mind I could've wore. They both consisted of clothes I've bought recently at vintage stores near my house. But, that, sadly, was when I had money. (about two days ago.) Whenever I get money, it seems to disappear.

I got so many compliments. I was like, "oh gosh! thank youu :']" It was a good day. Most of the Freshmen, which is the grade I'm in, were too dressy, at least in my opinion. One girl even came in a prom-type dress... Just walking down the halls you can see that most of the upperclassmen knew how to dress cool without making it too much. I liked that. I want to be an upperclassmen. :(

Now, I wonder, I wonder what she would say

I always look at myself in the mirror and I think, "I'm so cute!" I just smile at myself in the mirror, make crazy faces, sing, think about how adorable I am. Those thoughts never leave the mirror, though. Once I've sucked myself out, I go on with my day, only thinking about my face if I've just eaten and I think I have food on it. I guess what I'm trying to say is that I think I'm pretty cute, but I don't let that get to my head. I don't think everyone else thinks I'm cute. I don't even really care if they think I'm pretty or not. My thoughts are that everyone should feel this way. I hate it so much when people are insecure about the way they look. I don't see why there is any reason for a person to be insecure about the way they look unless it is actually a health hazard or something. I see my friends all the time going, "I wish I was as pretty as you. I'm not cute at all." UHHH. okay? I don't argue with people who say things like that because they probably want attention and that's not the way to get it. I don't see how people can not think they're pretty. Of course, we all have those days, or when you first wake up, see yourself, and think, "who's that crackhead?" But all the time? I feel bad for them.

I like my friends imaginary with no names.

I've been on Tumblr a lot lately, although I know I never thought I'd EVER figure out how to work it. I feel cheap when I'm on Tumblr. They call it blogging, but all anyone ever does is post pictures.. I feel like blogging is this right here. Sitting at the computer thinking about something really deep and spending an hour writing about it. You just want people to feel how you feel by reading your mind, not by seeing pictures you got from someone who got it from someone else who got it from someone else and so on. It's just an excuse to say you're cool and that you blog. In no way am I saying that I don't like Tumblr! I love it. I love posting pictures all the time. But, I'm not about to call myself a blogger for that. Or think anyone is cool for saying they have one

My school ends this Friday, after that I will be able to officially say that I am a high schooler. I'm so scared and excited at the same time! I don't want time to go by fast, I want to stay a teen forever, but I want to get out of middle school. There are going to be certain things I miss about the school I'm at, but SHIT, I'm ready to get the hell out. I wouldn't be able to stand staying there for another four years. I go through phases where it's alright, then I like it, then I hate it, then it's alright, then I hate it, then the year is over and I never want to go back ever again, then during the summer I'm like, "AHH SCHOOL PLEASE COME TO ME." I'm going to be taking summer school for gym. Yes, yes, it's exactly what you think. I failed gym. Um, yah, not really. I'm going because I'm too lazy to take it during actual school, but It's required for me to graduate. You don't even know how much that makes me upset. Gym and Health are my least favorite subjects in school ever. They're ridiculous and have no purpose. Why, oh why, God?? WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME? I think I'll just lay outside and tan. Sounds good.
Next year, I'm going to take Journalism and art as electives. Well, I'm going to attempt to get into journalism. Apparently I have to apply? I guess it's generally not a freshman class so I have to email the teacher and see when he wants a writing sample of mine. It's kind of a reason I decided to get back on Blogspot and write again because I thought I may just mention my blog. Or not. It depends how many good posts I have. I don't want some dude that's judging me to get a bad impression because he goes to my blog and sees that I've been bored and haven't wrote about shit for a long time. But whatever happens, happens. I almost decided to write, "I hope I inspire him," but no. That would be lame and it sounds cocky and that's the last thing I want to sound like.

I'm so paranoid about sounding cocky and stuck up. I don't want anyone ever to think that about me. The most self-absorbed I get is when I look in the mirror or take pictures of myself. Every time I look in the mirror, I just think, "wow. I'm so cute." Other than that, I'm pretty well grounded. Just don't ask my art teacher, because he'll tell you I'm bougie. That kind of hurts my feelings when he says that. I don't get offened easily, but he really offended me one time when he told me that I'm like Oprah. Oprah is the devil. I hate her.

Does this NOT look like the face of a devil to you?

I went home for some damn Adventure Time

I got my septum pierced.. I think it's cute, in a badass way. Like, there's this chick. Hard core, but she's cutesy with it.

 My French partners also decided to change the theme of our project to "dressy". They didn't specify how dressy, and by the sound of one of the girl's outfits, it isn't Black Tie. So, I decided to make it a dress and heels, but still nice. Chic and classy, I'd say. The dress can be summer-y, but I made it less so, and I'm proud of myself.

Today is actually the day I got my septum done. The dude that did it was such a dickface. He was like, "yah this was the worst piercing I ever got in my life! It hurt like a bitch. You're so gonna cry. It's hard to get it in right and straight, so prepare." Then I laid down and he put something in my nose, and then lined up the needle, he said, "Ok,.. are you ready?" and I was so scared at that point but I was also kind of doubting him, then, he just shoved it through. It felt like a bee sting. I was like, "DAMNIT YOU FUCKER AND YOUR LIES!" Except it actually went like this; he said, "did that hurt?" and I said, "Noo!" Then I smiled while he laughed and then explained I can't touch it and I have to clean it blah blah blah. There are certain faces I make, and inside my nose is like, KYYYEAAAAOOWWW. It hurts   more than it did in the beginning. My friend, Shani, took a video and pictures of me getting it done, so maybe if I can somehow upload them on here I will. I may be a little tech savvy, but not when it comes to downloading!

Turn up the radio.

I've been staying home sick for a few days now, and It's been boring. You get tired of watching TV, eating, and sleeping after awhile. I didn't think that was possible?! But I've recently started listening to Tyler, The Creator. I don't say this often, but he is a good rapper. I love the fact he wears those nerdy, colorful polo shirts. <3 He's this type of dude I want to sit down and talk to. Watch his interview.

lol Justin Biebz and Tyler, The Creator. This picture doesn't make sense.

The crazy the Wizard

So, in French class we're talking about Fashion and we're gonna do a project on it. We get in groups of three, I'll describe my group members in a second, and we make a collection. We wear it, maybe get some other models, then we meet in the Black Box during some period, put on music, and show our collection while my teacher records it to show the rest of the class. The whole time someone else has to be describing each outfit off of a script we write in French. This has gotten me the most excited I've ever been in French class.

My partners are both girls, one named Zoe, and one named Hannah. Hannah, Oh-my-dear-old-Jesus-Christ-and-his-fine-mama-Mary, she has swag. White girl, fashion swag. She likes to go to Goodwill, and she picks some pretty cool stuff from there. And you know, Goodwill is like a Vintage Store, when you find something good, it's awesome, but it's hard to find that cool thing. I know you understand, right? I don't really care, actually. She just has the neatest, most unique stuff you see at my school. That's not saying much, but she's still stylish! Strangely, though, she's never been to Broad Ripple Village, so I'm going with her for a few hours on Friday. Zoe is also going to come with us, I think. Zoe is only one grade older than me, But Hannah is two. Zoe, yah, she's different. A different kind of different than Hannah, though. She's really nice and funny, and she may not think so, but also really pretty.

For our collection, we have to choose a theme or a season, we haven't quite decided yet, but it's going to be a lot of mixing patterns and that grandma-sexy look. Comprende? That was spanish. Even though I'm in French??

What I want so bad, is some of that new Conscious Collection stuff from H&M. I love white, and I'm so glad it's in! I want a white dress, and then I'm going to take pictures of me running through fields, picking flowers, and at the end of the day, in some mud. Like, Damn, bitch! You is dirty! Only more like, "Ohmygod! The white and the dirt go so well together to make a chic look! It's like a classy girl who just likes to play outside!"

So you tried to put the fire out, but you used gasoline.

So, guess what? You know some of those pictures I was gonna put on? Yes. My mom deleted them. So I'm gonna have to get with my friends and do a whole other photoshoot or whatever you want to call it. I'm so disappointed. But, as I like to say, Everything happens for a reason! Andddd, something good always comes out of something bad. I think I'm just going to put together some more outfits and get together the same friends and maybe a few more. It'll also be warmer outside, so everything will work out better! Man, I really had some nice pictures on there, though.

Have you ever thought about using a lunchbox as a purse or bag? I think it's so adorable!

I hate saying 'purse'. It's such a disgusting word, and I feel really awkward saying it. I just say 'my bag'. I don't even carry around one of those small purses, I carry around a bag that touches my hip when I pull it over my body instead of just on one arm. I also have a little backpack of Totoro. It is a cutey, but I definitely wouldn't wear it if i was trying to impress some guy. It's really only for cute outfits. Maybe a sort of hardcore one. Not anything other.

but the kids were just shooting at the buses and the cars

ohmygod, do you all want to know something sad? I get so upset when Tavi and Arabelle Sicardi don't post, like, everyday. I haven't been on in forever. But I really haven't had much to say! What should I talk about? Me and my friends went down to Broad Ripple Village and took pictures, but I have yet to upload them. I should get on that? Yes. Some of them were pretty cute! and I have yet to take a picture of myself in my swimsuit, but I will get on that! I got it from Target, God knows I would've died from a heart attack if I'd actually gotten that Betsey Johnson swimsuit I wanted. I wanted the polka dot ones! You guys will hear more of me soon, I promise! It's going to be summer soon, so I'll be getting out more and wearing nice stuff! I have already been gettin' on that shite.

Paint the black hole blacker.

I haven't had much to say, so I haven't done a post in awhile. but I have a few things to say today!
My friend Darmone, who I've mentioned quite a few times already, said she's going to give me something I should put my theory on like everyday. But most likely it'll be once or twice a week. (shh I didn't say that. HAI DARMONE.) But I'm esssiteedddd.

I've also decided that the perfect outfit to describe me is ;

• Short shorts.
• Miu Miu pumps.
• Sex pistols shirt.
• Granny sweater.
• Pearl necklace.

Swag. All those garments are a part of my personality.

My motor mouth runs over you.

You want to know something odd? My mom, my step-dad, my brother, my two uncles, my friend Darmone and I went to go to Steak n Shake because they had All You Can Eat pancakes. That's how lame we are. But, to make it worse, only like two people actually got another round of pancakes. I didn't even finish my first round. asndsuhdfidfg LAME. I really wish I like pancakes, but I just don't. They sound so nice! Then when they're in front of me, I'm just like, "ehhhuhhh." Isn't that sad?

I really, truly, honestly, hate it when girls wear leggings as pants. Like, REALLY? LEGGINGS? LEGGINGS ARE LEGGINGS. YOU WEAR THEM UNDER STUFF. NOT AS STUFF. You look stupid. When did this become popular? It's ridiculous. I don't want to see your underwear, or your legs. But, no one listens to me when I try to tell them what's 'cool' actually looks terrible.



Shhh I stole this from my friend's Tumblr







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                       my feet. and the ground.

 



Bowling shoes, a high school sweatshirt, Pitaya skirt, fake pearl necklace hehe, Juicy Couture chain necklace, some anchor necklace that my friend left at my house, and in the last picture I have my friend's scarf and an old lady bag. Boy, do I love that old bag.

You don't know how good it feels to be blogging and not doing homework. 

Drop it, it's dead. We drop it.

Well, I can honestly say I'm jealous of famous bloggers. They have nice clothes, and take nice pictures, and  remember every designer and every collection ever. That last part was an over-exaggeration, for anyone who didn't know. But, really! How can anyone remember all these designers, and remember so many of their collections? Do they have good memories? Do they write everything down in a notebook? I'm so confused.. They should somehow contact me and tell me their secrets. Please do it.

I really want a fish-eye camera. But actually, I think I'm just going to get an attachement for my camera. I really like to take pictures of nature.

Today, I went to go see the Kodo Drummers from Japan. They were so good! They were funny, and looked like they were having a good time. Towards the end, two of the guys came out in one of those sumo thongs and played the giant drum. Anyone who has the chance to go see the Kodo Drummers, should.
I also really liked what I was wearing.. At first I thought I was underdressed, due to my Pucca shirt, then I saw many people walk in in regular clothes, as if it were not a formal event? Or atleast semi-formal. My feelings were hurt. I was then proud I had on a nice outfit, and disappointed in anyone who didn't. Now, This is me trying to get a nice photo, but somehow failing, of my attempt-to-be-awesome outfit. It was cool, but, I don't feel good about the brands. H&M, Forever 21, Hot Topic, and Juicy Couture. Now, I do love Juicy Couture, but I mean, I don't know.. I honestly wish I was wearing something more different, like from Future Shock (which is about to close *sad face*) and the Vintage Store, and Girly Chic Boutique. God, I love Girly Chic. Anyway;

That's my brother, the one with his mouth open and jank teeth.



I guess it would be nice if you could see my shoes, but you can't, can you? No.

 I hope it's good enough. It's gonna get better.

I need someone to be sweet to me, when I am in absolutely horrible pain.

I don't hate Capitalism. In fact, I think it's good. I mean, of course Socialism is fantastic! But, I don't think America will be turning into Socialists any time soon. Think about it! Michael Moore is making movies, bashing all these rich people and Capitalism, but isn't he cashing in the checks for those movies? YES HE IS. True Capitalism is actually really nice, it's just that when the government doesn't follow it and bales out all the big name companies. Which, I guess, Michael Moore does talk about, but he just makes it seem like every rich person is out to get you. He's classist.

Is there room for one more sun?

Well, thanks to Elle.com, I'm looking at shows that were shown last week in New York Fashion Week, although I know it's not over. The first one I looked at was Christian Siriano. I'm only going to talk about the ones I really liked, or really hated so far.

Christian Siriano: So, At first I was like, "uhhh.. this is not that good." Then I started liking some of them, and as we got deeper and deeper into it, I was really loving most of the outfits. I think I really loved all of the gowns and dresses.

Araks: I can honestly say that it's not my style, what-so-ever, but something about it caught my eye. I just really loved the collection, and I don't know why! It didn't have very many outfits, though. Only 20?

Charlotte Ronsen: OHMYJESUSANDMARY. I'm about to punch myself in the face from all the excitement! Have I found my new favorite designer?! I'm not sure, but I know I really loved this whole collection! In all, there were about 3 or 4 outfits I wouldn't wear, and all the others I would jump right on the opportunity to wear! I'm in love.

Costello Tagliapietra: I really liked the bright colored striped print with the glitter. I don't know how to describe it, I'd post a picture if my computer weren't being funky. One thing I thought was kind of weird, were the furry gloves. The models' makeup and hair were odd, too. Something about them looked ugly.. and old. Just ew. but other than that, I liked a lot of it! and the picture at the end is so cute! bahhh!

Doo.Ri: I like the layers and the knits, but not much else. Are all the models supposed to have bangs? I don't like that too much. I liked most of the dresses, too.

Jenni Kayne: I really just didn't like any of it. Except maybe a sweater. It didn't flow to me,.. (the outfits, I mean). I don't know. It was just kind of dull and boring.

Jeremy Laing: It was such a smart idea on his part to make the opening outfit a dress with that handprint. It really caught my eye and made me want to like every outfit in the collection. Although I didn't, I still liked most. I never thought some things so plain would be so nice. I also liked the hair and makeup of the models. Overall, it worked together well.

Kimberly Ovitz: love.

Alberta Ferretti's Philosophy: What kind of blogger would I be if I said I thought everything was cute, yet left out the fact I acknowledged everything looked the same? Not a very good one! So there I was, looking at the first couple outfits of the collection, ready to say, "OHMYDEARGODIT'SADORABLE!" But I waited and realised, "Gee, it may all be cute, but it's pretty much the same dress in different colors and fabrics." So, now I don't know if I really appreciate it like I did before, but some of that stuff is still cute!

Prabal Gurung: Thank you for helping me prove my point that sometimes, it is ok for pink to go with red.

Rag & Bone: I like all the feminine with masculine. Ahh! So many colors and prints and layers and fabrics! It's overwhelming. but nice. I posted a link to it on my wall on Facebook and said, "Could quite possibly be one of my favorite collections from NY Fashion Week this year."

Richie Rich: Let me tell you, if I saw some girl walking down the street dressed in one of those outfits, I would have a hard time deciphering if she had style or was a hoe. Then I'd think, "Maybe she's a stylish hoe, even if she's not I can sure tell she's a well paid hooker."
Maybe it would work out if someone styled each individual garment with something a little less flashy. And I mean that for real life. The collection on the runway needs to stay the way it is. It was good.

Ruffian: Very classy.

Alright, I'll come back to blogging later but I really need to get ready for the day. It's 2:44 in the afternoon.
But before I go, I need to say one thing; When did velvet become so popular? EW.

Now you make me feel so ashamed because I've only got two hands.

I think I'm psychic when it comes to what's 'in' in fashion. REALLY! I always seem to get interested in something, like watch a movie and love the style of a certain character, then I read the Elle for that month and POW, that style is in! I belong here. I just can't seem to place my style anywhere. What am I? What will I be? There is so much I want to be and do I just don't know exactly how to categorize myself! I, personally, think that's actually a malfunction in the chemical balance in my brain. Something has gone awry if I can never, EVER, make up my mind specifically. I like to think it's because I'm open-minded, but I doubt it.

I took some black, skinny-jean pants I don't like very much and ripped them up and bleached them. I thought the bleach stains were going to be all white and whatnot, but noooo, they're red. and orange? I don't know how it'll look when it dries, to be honest. But, so far, it actually looks kind of cool. When they dry, I'll put together and outfit and take pictures! yes!

Oh, want to hear something funny that's not really funny and is actually stupid and annoying? I broke my camera. Here comes the funny/stupid part; it's because I jammed the wrong cord into it. So, I can't charge it or download any photos. Well, I CAN download photos, from the memory card. But what's going to be on the memory card if my camera's broken and I can't take pictures? Old pictures, that's what.
Here comes the happy part; My mom bought a warranty, so I think we'll go in tomorrow and I'll get either a different camera or they'll fix.

Word of advice: Label ALL of your cords.

To find home, the distance grows as the ground approaches.

So, today, I was thinking about my outfit, and how since I paired Chucks with it, instead of heels, it completely changed the mood of it. That, though, can work with any garment! It all depends, really. I was just so fixated on that! Another thing; the shoes can make or break your outfit. (once again, this applies with any garment, but I do emphasize shoes.) I tweeted that. Let me be honest with you, if I see someone with an OK dress on, but the shoes are ugly and un-appealing, your outfit is bad. If you're wearing a nice dress, with ugly shoes, it brings the outfit down. It totally makes people question your style, though. Why would you even buy those shoes in the first place? I'll tell you something, I'm not a big shoe critic. Just because I can't work those shoes, doesn't mean someone else can't! It all depends. I'm totally against clear heels, though. Just plain nasty. BUT! There are always exceptions, like for Tavi, she can take some pretty ugly stuff and make it look good, just because of her style, how she works it, and what she puts it with to create certain look. 99.99999% of the time, there are no exceptions for clear heels. end of discussion, goodnight.

America's Next Top Model starts this month! YES!
Mercedes-Benz Fashion Week is on right now! I would be excited, if I knew where to watch it all go down at. Someone should send me a link.
I watched the movie, The September Issue. I think Grace Coddington is now my favorite person ever. She seems so wonderful and nice and down to Earth! I know I haven't seen her whole life, and how Down-to-Earth can anyone in the fashion industry be? Just kidding! I want to be the Editor-in-chief of Elle, or maybe   Vogue. Vogue is considered the 'Fashion bible'? Well, I don't get a subscription to Vogue, nor have I ever, NOR have I ever even purchased one copy. Terrible, right? I should probably go buy the September issue, right? ;]

So, I know someone who claims to love the B52s, yet, they don't know Rock Lobster, Planet Claire, Quiche Lorraine, or Roam. I think what really got me was that they didn't know Rock Lobster. That was my jammmm.

I'm scared I'll get scared and I swear I'll try to nail you back up.

Well, I definetely underestimated Kristen Stewart's worthy-ness to play Joan Jett. I watched the Runaways today, or atleast most of it. I was in and out of the room doing chores and paying attention to homework, too. I really liked it, actually. At first I didn't think Dakota Fanning had it in her. She's always so innocent. I pretty much loved all of Joan's and Cherie's outfits. Except when Cherie wore those god-awful hooker outfits. I could leave those out of my wardrobe. Overall, I thought it was a nice film.

I don't really feel like writing anymore. I'm lazy. and tired. and I have homework. Ok, no more excuses. I'm just bored.


Bye.

Oh, oh, oh

yes.

and this will be our best song ever.

I don't like it when all my friends leave me out of all the different plans of the day, but I like what becomes of it.

• I catch up on putting stuff in my little Memory Book thing mabob.
• I write down all my dreams I was too lazy to write down the days I had them
• I draw nice stuff.

See all that? doesn't all that sound nice? Yes. I catch up on so much, and get Sydney Time. Everyone needs time to themselves to bring out themselves. Whenever you're with someone else, you have influence, and even them just being there, you may think differently. But when you're by yourself, there's no one there to be scared of (unless of course you have Schizophrenia, or can see ghosts. Then you're doomed. Or just take your goddamn medication.) But for real, looking at things, thinking, or creating by yourself makes such a difference. I really like listening to music when I'm by myself, too, because it fills empty space and makes me more comfortable. 

I've been thinking a lot, and I really don't like pop culture. I just want to do me, but so many people try to fit into pop culture, that you get judged for doing you. Get off my dick. Be your goddamn self. And some people even try to be 'different' by saying they listen to a certain band, or shop at a certain store, or dye their hair a certain color. But in the end, they're still trying to conform to something. I think you're truly different when you don't try to conform to anything. Which can be hard, I know, but some of the coolest people are the ones who were made fun of when they were younger for being themselves. I'm going to look at this later and think, I should take my own advice. I'm myself to an extent, but if I hang out with the same people too much,.. it goes downhill. I need some more Sydney time.

Tell me where you're going, tell us where you're headed.

Well, here I am! I haven't said much in awhile because I've honestly forgotten.. I blame video games! Hardy harhar, you think I'm joking, right? NO. You are wrong! I am mildly addicted to Black Ops. Saying that makes me feel a little bit cooler, but I know it really makes me look like a nerd. and too be honest, I'm not even that good. I mean, I'm good! but there are soo many nerds out there better than me.

Guess what's on tonight! You already know. Jersey Shore! and Snooki said it was going to be intense on her Twitter.

I'm really sorry. I wish I had something to talk about. Well, I guess there's that new Gwen Stefani design company? L.A.M.B. I tried looking up a website, but nothing came up. I hate it when things don't have websites.  It makes things too hard to look up. But, the new spring line is on Elle! THANK GOD FOR ELLE.COM! (oh, and by the way, I got my new Elle for February that I've been waiting for! Yesss!) What's this? My friend Nina tells me that this company has been around for awhile and that I'm late? Well, damn. I'm going to go jump off a bridge now. I hate being late. I guess I'll just talk about the spring collection. If I hadn't had known Gwen Stefani designed it, I wouldn't have thought, "Gee! This sure looks like Gwen Stefani!" That's not a bad thing, and it's not a good thing. It's just a thing. I really do like the collection, though! All the layers and prints! It's nice. (There I go again. with the 'it's so nice! I'd wear it!' but I somehow can't bring myself to leave 'it's nice' out of my blogs.)

I once was a kid with the other little kids.

So, for Christmas I got this subscription to this magazine called Hi-Fructose. It's an art magazine, and I think I may have mentioned it before.. anyway, this is the website. That should give you a feel of what it's like? I like to go through and just stare at the pictures. But, there are a lot of naked women.. At least in this first one I got. It doesn't bother me, but I was planning on showing the magazine to my art teacher and I don't want him to give me funny looks. He does that. I said it to warn you, too, I guess... Although I would have to presume that if you really like art, especially this funky modern type, you wouldn't be sensitive to naked women. One of my favorite artists in this one is Korin Faught. 

This was my favorite of hers. but I liked them all

You know something sad? I used to think Jersey Shore was the stupidest show that was in the known Television  world. Now, I really like it,.. and I recorded it. I watch it with my friends while yelling at the TV stuff like, "OHMYGOD! JWOW JUST PUNCHED HER IN THE FACE! AHAHHA OMGOMGOMGGMOMGOM!" Not some of my proudest moments in life. Don't get sucked into it. that's the only show on MTV I let myself watch. MTV is stupid.

In the end they'll judge me anyway, so whatever.

To continue what I dipped a little into yesterday, I cannot stand it when people step on other people to get somewhere! Sometimes, people help you out. But, when I watch ANTM, I get so appalled. Why would anyone feel good about themselves doing that? I would feel terrible! I, of course, want to win, but I'm not going to lie to a person, or lead them in the wrong direction in the process. There was one season, (I can't remember which one, or who was involved) but they were on Go-Sees in the foreign country, and two Go-Sees were in the same building. This girl knew that, but told this other girl she couldn't help her find the other designer because she hadn't gone there yet. It baffles me WHY someone would do that! I'm just so confused.. I would tell her where the designer was. I'm not going to be a bitch because I want to win.

The sky might be falling but remember you can fly high

I've got around three things to say; but who knows, I may think of something else as I type.

I made a Twitter! I don't know what I'll say, but I'll say something! So, anyone can follow. It'll make the both of us feel good. I promise. http://twitter.com/#!/sydcudi18

I couldn't copy the picture, but I would definitely wear this. I think it looks so simple and nice:'] If I wore it, I would feel like, "yes. I'm getting stuff done and looking nice doing so. I'm such a boss. Yes." and I would just walk with my head held high... God, I could NOT be a fashion critic! Unless I don't like something, then I'm all like, "the pattern and cohesiveness blah blah blah!" But, If I like it, I'm just like, "yah. It looked so nice. I would feel nice wearing it. yah."

I'm reading Tim Gunn's new book, in so he mentions movies he really likes. I wrote them all down and plan on trying to watch them. Does that make me sound like a creep? Seeing it written down, I seem to think so.. no matter! I really trust his opinions, thus the reason I'm reading his book.

I think Tim Gunn is my idol. Just kidding. I don't think, I KNOW. I hope to meet him some day. If I do, I'll cry. and then we'll go out to eat and he'll see how nice I am to servers. <3

Here we go, on my fourth topic. I knew something else would come! It always does..

I was watching the Devil Wears Prada last night. Doing so, I looked like a 29 year old woman in her apartment. I had my hair in a loose bun on the top of my head, I was wearing sweats with a tie-dye shirt, and I was eating Special K cereal, (while, of course, watching the movie.) Does that not just scream 29 year old woman? I think so.

Anyways, I just really wish I was Anne Hathaway in that movie. She gets so many nice clothes, and works at a glamorous magazine with so many connections! I think I would die.. Then I would come back to life and take full advantage of every opportunity to get somewhere in the industry. Unless it was hurting someone else.. I hate when people step on other people.

I better stop before I write until I pass out. 

I live in a cocoon, opposite of Cancun.

Well, I've gotten a lot of different types of soap. And I won't be saying too much about it right now, because I just got it 5 days ago. I'm here to praise Kiss My Face bar soap, OMGOMGOMGOMG. I haven't even used it that much and I can already FEEL my back clearing up, and my back was sooo bad. Pretty much no soap would work on my back, until now. I'll definitely be talking about this later, but I wanted to post something new and this soap is really making me feel good.

PS: I changed my language on Facebook to English (Pirate). It's pretty awesome.

If I was a flower growing wild and free,

Well, I've seen a few movies since I last posted. Some I saw again, some I saw for the first time. The ones I saw for the first time were; Black Swan, True Grit, Human Centipede, and Behind the Mask: The Rise of Leslie Vernon. I guess those movies kind of speak a little about some of my taste. Now, I will be a movie critic.

Black Swan: Well, I saw it with my dad. Mistake. Don't go see it with you're dad, unless you're into that kind of thing. I think it was a good story, and they presented it really well, but it was really sexual.. and I didn't like that. I mean, I understand what they were trying to say, but it was just too much. Maybe I'm saying this because I was with my dad and I wished and I was being biased because I was uncomfortable. If I see it again, and feel differently, I'll let you know. This is one of those movies that for me, I'll probably forget about it in a few months or so. I never get confused in movies, but this could easily confuse the average person. If you were confused in Inception, I am 98% sure you will be confused in Black Swan. I recommend it for the people I know who are into these kind of movies, I don't recommend it to everyone.      It's not one everyone will enjoy.

True Grit: I was very pleased with this movie. This girl was so sarcastic and a smart-ass. It was dramatic and funny! I don't really know what to categorize it as... To me, it didn't really seem like a cowboy movie.          I guess they seemed like cowboys, and it was set in that time, but it wasn't about that. I would recommend this movie to more people than I would Black Swan. That doesn't say too much, though. It's still not a movie for everyone. I see a lot of people getting bored, though it's not a boring movie! It was pretty good, though.

Human Centipede: Oh my god. This movie was so bizarre. My step-dad said it was a 9/10 on his Weird Shit O-Meter. It was messed up. I was yelling at the TV later in the movie, well because that's just what I do, and you know how horror movie people are. They always do the wrong thing! I think a lot of people would be creeped out. I wanted full closure at the end, but you know, no one always gets what they want. It didn't really have a plot, or a story-line. It was sort of go-with-the-flow-y. So, unless a movie called 'Human Centipede' attracts you, I don't think you should see it.

Behind the Mask: The Rise of Leslie Vernon: It's a mocumentary. It was funny. The end was a little expected, once you thought about it. but I was too wrapped up in just watching instead of thinking. When he's explaining what he wants people to do, and how he sets things up, it all makes sense! You sort of have to watch horror movies to get it, though. It wasn't very scary, but there was some violence, and I think some gore. I don't remember that much! This movie, I would recommend to a lot of the people who like/love horror movies. They would totally get it. and laugh.