Wednesday, October 24, 2012

Some kind of soul

I pride myself on the fact that I rarely ever use product in my hair. My hair is pretty enough NOT to use product, even if other people don't think so. But something horrifying happened, it might be karma. It might also be the fact that I never learn my lesson. I cut my hair a few days ago, and it does not look good. When it's curly (pretty much always) it rests right on the top of my shoulders. I DON'T LIKE SHORT HAIR. I honestly didn't mean to make it this short! I'm just a little bit slow. When I was cutting it, the sides weren't even so I kept having to take a little bit off of each side until they were.. At least that's what I'm telling myself to make it seem a little better. Really I just fucked up the first time I brought my hair in between those scissor blades. I've cut my hair at least twice a year for the past few years, even if it's only a little trim or bang styling, and it never ever works out. You'd think I would have learned that cutting my own hair just isn't for me! Well, I haven't. Truthfully, I'll probably end up cutting my hair in the future and messing it up again. Whatevs, shit happens. Back to what I came on this site to talk about; I think I have to start using product in my curly locks. I DON'T WANT TO. I'm about to throw a 5-year-old girl tantrum in my room! But I am currently the little girl and the mother, fighting with myself on what I should do. Good thing I'm fabulous and have ideas! I'm going to search for the perfect product. I'm not going to go out and BUY hella products. I'll borrow what my friends have and maybe buy some! doesn't CVS have samples? Hahaha. I'll do what I gotta do. I won't stop until I find something beautiful that makes me love myself, even with hair product, then I will tell the world. Black girl hair styling stufffff is usually what works for me, even though I'm white. shh. 
look how stressed I am about my hair
back when my hair was beautiful.. 
The moral of the story is; don't cut your hair unless you're good at it.