Tell me where you're going, tell us where you're headed.

Well, here I am! I haven't said much in awhile because I've honestly forgotten.. I blame video games! Hardy harhar, you think I'm joking, right? NO. You are wrong! I am mildly addicted to Black Ops. Saying that makes me feel a little bit cooler, but I know it really makes me look like a nerd. and too be honest, I'm not even that good. I mean, I'm good! but there are soo many nerds out there better than me.

Guess what's on tonight! You already know. Jersey Shore! and Snooki said it was going to be intense on her Twitter.

I'm really sorry. I wish I had something to talk about. Well, I guess there's that new Gwen Stefani design company? L.A.M.B. I tried looking up a website, but nothing came up. I hate it when things don't have websites.  It makes things too hard to look up. But, the new spring line is on Elle! THANK GOD FOR ELLE.COM! (oh, and by the way, I got my new Elle for February that I've been waiting for! Yesss!) What's this? My friend Nina tells me that this company has been around for awhile and that I'm late? Well, damn. I'm going to go jump off a bridge now. I hate being late. I guess I'll just talk about the spring collection. If I hadn't had known Gwen Stefani designed it, I wouldn't have thought, "Gee! This sure looks like Gwen Stefani!" That's not a bad thing, and it's not a good thing. It's just a thing. I really do like the collection, though! All the layers and prints! It's nice. (There I go again. with the 'it's so nice! I'd wear it!' but I somehow can't bring myself to leave 'it's nice' out of my blogs.)

I once was a kid with the other little kids.

So, for Christmas I got this subscription to this magazine called Hi-Fructose. It's an art magazine, and I think I may have mentioned it before.. anyway, this is the website. That should give you a feel of what it's like? I like to go through and just stare at the pictures. But, there are a lot of naked women.. At least in this first one I got. It doesn't bother me, but I was planning on showing the magazine to my art teacher and I don't want him to give me funny looks. He does that. I said it to warn you, too, I guess... Although I would have to presume that if you really like art, especially this funky modern type, you wouldn't be sensitive to naked women. One of my favorite artists in this one is Korin Faught. 

This was my favorite of hers. but I liked them all

You know something sad? I used to think Jersey Shore was the stupidest show that was in the known Television  world. Now, I really like it,.. and I recorded it. I watch it with my friends while yelling at the TV stuff like, "OHMYGOD! JWOW JUST PUNCHED HER IN THE FACE! AHAHHA OMGOMGOMGGMOMGOM!" Not some of my proudest moments in life. Don't get sucked into it. that's the only show on MTV I let myself watch. MTV is stupid.

In the end they'll judge me anyway, so whatever.

To continue what I dipped a little into yesterday, I cannot stand it when people step on other people to get somewhere! Sometimes, people help you out. But, when I watch ANTM, I get so appalled. Why would anyone feel good about themselves doing that? I would feel terrible! I, of course, want to win, but I'm not going to lie to a person, or lead them in the wrong direction in the process. There was one season, (I can't remember which one, or who was involved) but they were on Go-Sees in the foreign country, and two Go-Sees were in the same building. This girl knew that, but told this other girl she couldn't help her find the other designer because she hadn't gone there yet. It baffles me WHY someone would do that! I'm just so confused.. I would tell her where the designer was. I'm not going to be a bitch because I want to win.

The sky might be falling but remember you can fly high

I've got around three things to say; but who knows, I may think of something else as I type.

I made a Twitter! I don't know what I'll say, but I'll say something! So, anyone can follow. It'll make the both of us feel good. I promise. http://twitter.com/#!/sydcudi18

I couldn't copy the picture, but I would definitely wear this. I think it looks so simple and nice:'] If I wore it, I would feel like, "yes. I'm getting stuff done and looking nice doing so. I'm such a boss. Yes." and I would just walk with my head held high... God, I could NOT be a fashion critic! Unless I don't like something, then I'm all like, "the pattern and cohesiveness blah blah blah!" But, If I like it, I'm just like, "yah. It looked so nice. I would feel nice wearing it. yah."

I'm reading Tim Gunn's new book, in so he mentions movies he really likes. I wrote them all down and plan on trying to watch them. Does that make me sound like a creep? Seeing it written down, I seem to think so.. no matter! I really trust his opinions, thus the reason I'm reading his book.

I think Tim Gunn is my idol. Just kidding. I don't think, I KNOW. I hope to meet him some day. If I do, I'll cry. and then we'll go out to eat and he'll see how nice I am to servers. <3

Here we go, on my fourth topic. I knew something else would come! It always does..

I was watching the Devil Wears Prada last night. Doing so, I looked like a 29 year old woman in her apartment. I had my hair in a loose bun on the top of my head, I was wearing sweats with a tie-dye shirt, and I was eating Special K cereal, (while, of course, watching the movie.) Does that not just scream 29 year old woman? I think so.

Anyways, I just really wish I was Anne Hathaway in that movie. She gets so many nice clothes, and works at a glamorous magazine with so many connections! I think I would die.. Then I would come back to life and take full advantage of every opportunity to get somewhere in the industry. Unless it was hurting someone else.. I hate when people step on other people.

I better stop before I write until I pass out. 

I live in a cocoon, opposite of Cancun.

Well, I've gotten a lot of different types of soap. And I won't be saying too much about it right now, because I just got it 5 days ago. I'm here to praise Kiss My Face bar soap, OMGOMGOMGOMG. I haven't even used it that much and I can already FEEL my back clearing up, and my back was sooo bad. Pretty much no soap would work on my back, until now. I'll definitely be talking about this later, but I wanted to post something new and this soap is really making me feel good.

PS: I changed my language on Facebook to English (Pirate). It's pretty awesome.

If I was a flower growing wild and free,

Well, I've seen a few movies since I last posted. Some I saw again, some I saw for the first time. The ones I saw for the first time were; Black Swan, True Grit, Human Centipede, and Behind the Mask: The Rise of Leslie Vernon. I guess those movies kind of speak a little about some of my taste. Now, I will be a movie critic.

Black Swan: Well, I saw it with my dad. Mistake. Don't go see it with you're dad, unless you're into that kind of thing. I think it was a good story, and they presented it really well, but it was really sexual.. and I didn't like that. I mean, I understand what they were trying to say, but it was just too much. Maybe I'm saying this because I was with my dad and I wished and I was being biased because I was uncomfortable. If I see it again, and feel differently, I'll let you know. This is one of those movies that for me, I'll probably forget about it in a few months or so. I never get confused in movies, but this could easily confuse the average person. If you were confused in Inception, I am 98% sure you will be confused in Black Swan. I recommend it for the people I know who are into these kind of movies, I don't recommend it to everyone.      It's not one everyone will enjoy.

True Grit: I was very pleased with this movie. This girl was so sarcastic and a smart-ass. It was dramatic and funny! I don't really know what to categorize it as... To me, it didn't really seem like a cowboy movie.          I guess they seemed like cowboys, and it was set in that time, but it wasn't about that. I would recommend this movie to more people than I would Black Swan. That doesn't say too much, though. It's still not a movie for everyone. I see a lot of people getting bored, though it's not a boring movie! It was pretty good, though.

Human Centipede: Oh my god. This movie was so bizarre. My step-dad said it was a 9/10 on his Weird Shit O-Meter. It was messed up. I was yelling at the TV later in the movie, well because that's just what I do, and you know how horror movie people are. They always do the wrong thing! I think a lot of people would be creeped out. I wanted full closure at the end, but you know, no one always gets what they want. It didn't really have a plot, or a story-line. It was sort of go-with-the-flow-y. So, unless a movie called 'Human Centipede' attracts you, I don't think you should see it.

Behind the Mask: The Rise of Leslie Vernon: It's a mocumentary. It was funny. The end was a little expected, once you thought about it. but I was too wrapped up in just watching instead of thinking. When he's explaining what he wants people to do, and how he sets things up, it all makes sense! You sort of have to watch horror movies to get it, though. It wasn't very scary, but there was some violence, and I think some gore. I don't remember that much! This movie, I would recommend to a lot of the people who like/love horror movies. They would totally get it. and laugh.